Helpless

I lay paying to God

Please put me out of this misery
Dreading the onset of dusk and the coming of night 

I lay praying to God 

Please let this day be the dawn I want to see
Dreading another night of pain and shivering 

I lay praying to God 

Please never let any man experience such suffering 
Dreading the sight of the same trouble and uncertainty

I lay praying to God 

Please bring me back my old health and energy
Dreading to be stuck in such a state of dependency

I lay praying to God 

Please take me away, I can't handle it anymore 
Dreading to go another day for such was the trauma I had to undergo 

I lay praying to God 

Never again I want to experience this 
I know I am vulnerable but this is not how I wanted to experience it.

And he did listen. You've got to get beaten to feel the pain an respect it.