Last Words

We all can speak lengths about How,Why,What or When but there are occasions when silence dawns upon us And we speak a lot more without uttering a word.

This is what happened today, I held his hand like I did when we crossed the road, when we walked and kissed, when I got scared or when I was fragile and like always he was firm and today when I was breaking he gave me strength.

He looks at me and says, "I'll wait for you honey!"
This melodic silence was interrupt by a beep which made the doctors queasy and began a mad rush to bring him back.

50 years with this man, I knew he would wait for me but today he just had to leave- Leave here to meet me again.

An ode for my beloved

You call me brave and bold
But I've got my insecurities not displayed to the world
I've done my time in the hole
Where walls were crumbling and I couldn't utter a word
My insecurities, I shall recite today
Please bear with me if you are listening to what I've got to say

Not a day goes where you don't speak to me
Hidden behind a veil why don't you reveal thee
Don't worry my dear I am strong now
You've seen the worse happen and that storm's long gone now.
You've shielded me and will always be my knight
So fear not, I shall brace you with your bruises and scars.
Come back here, you - don't just walk away
I beg you, can't you just stay?

I shall talk to your guardian, to mom, to God or dad
Please stay, I beg you, please don't walk away.

You're long gone and I haven't seen you in years
I hear your voice but everythime your face differs
I've gotten used to you ditching me now,
Not turning up ever but sending someone to take your place somehow.

I seek love from you, my dear
Not someone who is sent by you here
They've come and met but none stayed
Just like you and now I'd want to stop this play.

I shall talk to your guardian, to mom, to God or dad
Please stay, I beg you, please don't walk away.

Tears roll down when I think of that stormy night
Wild and dangerous but you held your ground
I know you see me from up above
And send reinforcements to say you're around.
They've been the best I've ever met

Yet.
I shall talk to your guardian, to mom, to God or dad
Please stay, I beg you, please don't walk away

An Outcast

Having found you, I'm no longer chained
Breaking the stereotype, I am content and no longer constrained.

Met him once, met him twice,
Felt the urge to lay by his side
But when it began, something was amiss
Not everything was the way it seemed.

Emotions never ran wild,
He never deciphered a woman's lie.
All my life I resorted to men
Unlike women who neither listen nor share my emotions

We saunter into love and ultimately stumble
That's the reason, I call love a jingle
Not single tune is played by You
But melodies are played along while you go

Why can't a man understand me?
Why does he not pay heed?
I'd rather choose a woman who decodes my thought
Holds me tight before I even utter a word

Let me begin a new chapter with you,
Kissing and hugging we make awkward love too,
Out of choice I opt to stick with you
Let's seal this relation with the strongest glue

Wow, she just holds me when I am low
Picks me up when I get slow
Where were you my lady luck
Stuck in the stereotype, is that so?

Let's show the world the strength we posses
An outcast yes and are fearless
We are in love and we'll not shy away
Coz we sleep peacefully everyday.

Na Poocho

Kabhi na poocho ek kavi ke dil ki baat,
Gun gunaye woh kabhi kushi ke raag
Hogi dil main chupi koi dukh bhari saaz
Kabhi milo agar unse toh pochna, kya sunaoge apne dil ka raaz?

Sometimes

Sometimes it’s good to be lonely but the pain gets to your mind

Sometimes it’s good to be with oneself but that’s not what you’ll like

Sometimes you want to just dream but they elude you all the time

Sometimes you end up being happy but it doesn’t last a while

Sometime we want to be free but you always fall short of time

Sometimes you feel like crying but tears don’t roll down your eyes

Sometimes you are heart broken and tears keep rolling down your eyes

Sometimes we just want to live but live others' life

Sometimes you feel like heaven and it’s not a fabrication of your mind

Sometimes you want to indulge because that’s what we like

Sometimes her smile is all it takes for you to last a while

Sometimes it lasts forever or vanishes and you remain just fine.

Hovering - A conversation

X: And just imagine what's the point just hovering around the circle again and again. If it were a line things would have been simpler n beautiful

Y: You walk on a line?
What's your point?
It's just your imagination of a simple life.
A line is erased by a dust or storm
But a circle you come back to fill what's gone.
Memories are made on this my dear
A simple line would make you a zombie forever.

The Right Train

She sat there hungry with loads of work
Let food be just for that master stroke.
A necessity you've often ignored
Time and again your health has choked.
Your dues will be paid in love and affection Stay true to your work and it shall lead you to the right station.

You boarded the wrong train, so what?
You've learned now, not to do just that.
Having learned, now hop onto the other,
Right or wrong that shouldn't matter.

Walk or run or wriggle your way to the top,
Make friends and hold on to them until you stop.
We are here for you, so worry not,
A child and a friend to make sure you never halt.